Prom Dress oh Prom Dress

My senior prom is held on the 24th of June. And that would give me like one month to take care of the dress I'll be wearing on the very night. And guess what? After going everywhere, everyday, me and my mom just seem to can't find any perfect one :( So we'll go to the taylor, but it hasn't even been done yet.. So yeah, I'm kinda stressed out now, since everybody's already halfway!

So I google-image-ed some evening gowns for fresh ideas..

Favourite designer so far? Elie Saab!

 

A flashback through senior high

 

And Old Obsession

HAHAHA mau ngakak ga sih lo kalo liat fotonya? haha. Foto itu diambil dari Buku Tahunan SMPN 73 angkatan gue lah pokoknya. Jadi tema kelas gue ya dokter-dokter ga jelas gitu deh ya pokoknya gue jadi malu sendiri kenapa kita kayak keabisan ide gitu AKAKAK.

Anyway, that's not the point... Maksud gue memperlihatkan foto itu adalah...impian gue jadi kenyataan!! Heee, dulu gue banyak bacot kanan kiri bakal jadi dokter segala macem, eh pas ketemu soal SIMAK gue kicuap haha. Tapi alhamdulillah, iming-iming gue dari TK dulu tidak menjadi senjata makan tuan hehehe. Maaf ya gue terus ngepost tentang gue masuk FK UI blabla wtf. Tapi gue lagi norak2nya nih, bentar lagi juga udah bosen maaf ya sekali lagi.. (gue jadi inget seseorang waktu baru beli BB trus gue dikacangin, dan dia ngomong hal yg serupa...haha --if you're reading this, and i know that you'd know it's you i'm talking about, i miss you :") i just want another crazy, long conversation, another stupid thing to go through, and another cry and laugh shared!)

Oke, dan gue malah jadi curhat... Hah, kayanya gue memang selalu out of topic deh ya kalo lg ngepost. Yaudah itu aja dulu.

NB: Semangat buat semuanya yg ikut UMB dan USM 2 ya! I'll be expecting to hear your success soon :D

I remember when I was little

When anybody asked me what I wanna be when I grow up

When I would innocently answered, "Doctor!"

With fire raging in my eyes

And un-scare-ness

As if it was easy to achieve

As if it wouldn't take any sacrifices

As if I was sure I was able to

But as years pass

I grew older

Became no more childish

And expected to be treated as a grown-up woman

I began to have doubt

I felt I wouldn't be as 'much' as what my parents have been expecting

Not like kindergarten

Not anymore

And then here I am

Trembling in my weak knees

Not believing one fact of my life

That my obsession will soon be achieved

And I thank You, Lord

For always giving me mercy

For always blessing me

And I thank you, Mom

For always believing

For always praying throughout your days

And I thank you, Dad

For always being my biggest motivation

For always being my true role model

When your dream becomes reality...

...all you can do is praise your gratefulness to Allah SWT, cry, hug your Mom, and say nothing. Because you don't know what else should be said and done.

Yes, saya resmi diterima di FAKULTAS KEDOKTERAN UNIVERSITAS INDONESIA!

Alhamdulillah, ini adalah kebahagiaan dan karunia Allah SWT yg tak ternilai harganya *kata nyokap gue* haha. Tapi bener kok. Gue udah lama banget ga ngerasa sepuas ini, selega ini, dan sebahagia ini. Sampe gatau mau ngomong apa lagi nih di post gue haha.

 Apa?? Belom percaya?? *padahal ga ada gitu kan yg ngomong

yaudah nih liat!!

Yang ini versi yg di website (yg tadi yg di Kompas). Bener kan? gue ga boong kan??

Yang pasti gue ga pernah berhenti mengucapkan hamdalah. Karena hanya atas kehendak Allah SWT gue bisa kuliah di tempat yg nyokap-bokap gue selalu harapkan.

Terima kasih Ayah, Ibu, dan keluarga yg selalu percaya sama gue walaupun gue selalu ga percaya sama diri sendiri. Temen2 semua yang udah ikut doain. UGM dan Unpad yang udah menolak gue MENTAH-MENTAH (ternyata ini jawaban dari penolakan mereka haha). Mbak2 gue yg selalu sabar kalo gue teriak "DIEM LAGI BELAJAR NIH!" tiap kali mereka tertawa terbahak-bahak (sekarang silahkan ketawa sepuasnya dehh). Pak Oton yg selalu setia mengantar dan menemani gue ke BTA,tempat ujian,tempat tryout, yang ga selesai2 itu (tapi akhirnya selesai juga fiuhh). Abang gue yang kadang2 disuruh Ayah gantiin Pak Oton --hey kita satu almamater!! wihii ntar foto bareng ya pake jakun! haha. Dan ga lupa, kak GN yg selalu menyupport gue dari kejauhan haha. 

Oh iya, sahabat2 gue juga banyak yg dapet loh!

Nina --> Psikologi UI

Nadia --> Akuntansi UI

Dinda --> Manajemen UI

Sapi --> Fasilkom UI

dan 68 010 yang lain yg ga bisa disebut satu2 maaf yaaa :) still, you're the best! we all are! cause WE ARE THE YELLOW JACKETS!

buat yang belom beruntung, ayooo semangat terus yaaa! you still have a BIG opportunity! especially buat Cathlin, Onta, Fani, dan Intan!! come on come on!!

Good luck to us all! May God bless us with all his might <3